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Wednesday, 15 January 2020

Falling

Falling myself again 
Nothing left to hold on
Spending my time alone
Struggling the sinking feeling .

Hope has dissolved in time 
Pessimism has settled in mind
It is the scariest thing
The fear never ends.

I see all of you in my dreams
But no one remembers 
No responses , no calls back
No replies for any massage .

Unheard , unrecognized 
Sad and anguished 
Frightened by the devastation 
Scared soul , no where to turn .

Unable to escape , strangled 
in empty quite moments 
in this melancholic moments 
I am haunted by this loneliness .

by Dhammika Chandani 

Friday, 18 October 2019

Dear Eldest

Ok, I have to admit,
I do not want you to grow up.
I want you to be my little daughter
forever,
See your beautiful smile
every time I come home from work.
You were born with that 
nice smile,
But you fought every inch of the way
with mum and me,
To show me 
you can take care of yourself,
and your little sister, 
With your bubbliness,
and happy smile, 
and loud singing, 
and as a chatting queen. 
Well you can
take care of yourself,  
I am proud of you,
What you have achieved,
Whatever you are going to achieve,
What you have become,
No matter what 
I love you 
You are my eldest,
Happy 18th Shani 

Monday, 14 October 2019

Rise up for Rojava - Lee Brickley

I wrote before in Support of Koben before. I wanted to writ something about Rojava and Kurd's flight when President Trump abandon them. I think Lee Brickley done it beautifully and I am reproducing it here.

For anyone with no understanding of what's happening to Kurds right now, here's a little (simplified) history lesson for you....

Kurds have been living on the land they call home now for thousands of years. After WW1 and the fall off the Ottoman Empire, the British and French promised Kurds they could continue to reside in those areas peacefully because they intended to create a country called Kurdistan. They went back on that promise and carved up the Kurdish homeland with the creation of some new countries, meaning that the Kurdistan was split between Iraq, Iran, Turkey, and Syria.

All four of those countries have persecuted their Kurdish populations ever since. Turkey has committed the worst atrocities during that time, and up until recently, the Kurdish language, Kurdish names, and more were all banned. Turkey even refuses to call the people Kurds, and refers to them as "Mountain Turks" - a slur designed to brand Kurdish people as barbaric and uneducated.

Thousands of Kurds lost their lives during the 80s and 90s fighting against their Turkish oppressions, and yet the situation barely improved.

During the first Gulf War, the US encouraged Kurds to rise up against Saddam Hussein, but then failed to protect them when they did, resulting in thousands being murdered with chemical weapons.

Cue the 2003 invasion of Iraq.

When the US, UK and other Western countries invaded Iraq, Kurds fought alongside the allies, and against Saddam's army. They managed to create an autonomous region in Iraq because of it. When ISIS began grabbing mass amounts of land in Iraq, the Kurds fought back with allied assistance and stamped them out.

When ISIS started taking land and murdering thousands in Syria, the Syrian President Assad ordered his army to leave the region and he left millions of Kurds there to die. They would have done too if it weren't for the assistance of coalition air strikes and weapons that allowed them to push ISIS back and carve out another autonomous region in their homeland.

That region is Rojava. The people there live under a system called Democratic Confederalism which is based on workers' rights, equality, feminism, and ecology. In principal, this version of democracy is far more democratic than any system used in a Western country today.

The Kurds didn't want to team up with the US in Syria, they just didn't want to die, and they were left with no option after being abandoned by Assad.

Now the US has abandoned the Kurds and left them to die too. They're no longer "useful" and heaven forbid America is seen to be assisting a people who don't bow to the international banking cartel, and are determined to live in a real democracy.

The US said it wanted to bring "democracy" to the Middle East, but not THAT sort of democracy.

Assad and Russia refuse to back Kurds now because they worked with the US instead of being murdered. And Turkey (the biggest oppressor of the Kurdish people, and the country that literally funded ISIS) has invaded their land with one of the largest armies in NATO with the intention of ethnic cleansing, genocide and freeing ISIS prisoners.

The Kurdish people just can't win. Every major global power uses them when it suits their agenda, and then they feed them to the wolves.

The US won't stand up for the Kurds. The Syrian Government won't stand up for them, and neither will Iran or Russia. That is why every single person with a heart reading this must raise their voice now!

There's an old Kurdish saying that goes:

"NO FRIENDS BUT THE MOUNTAINS"

Please show our Kurdish brothers and sisters that isn't true. Do everything you can. I beg you.

#RiseUp4Rojava

Written by Lee Brickley
https://leebrickley.bandcamp.com/album/songs-for-rojava

My  article about Koben;https://quantumchecks.blogspot.com/2014/10/the-kobeningrad.html

Tuesday, 13 August 2019

Dear daughter


It's been a long time
Since 2003
When you came to the world
Fighting
It was not easy
Entry to this world

But it was nothing but a happiness
Raising you with mum
For the last 16 years
Intelligent and gentle
Bundle of joy - you
Soon you will leave the nest
Like I did
All those years ago
But remember,
There is a heart always
Longing to see you
Listen to you
Admire your smile
Happy 16th birth day

-Dad

Tuesday, 30 July 2019

Mona Lisa



The mysterious creation
of his undeniable talent
you have stepped out
of that frame on the wall.
I knew it was boring,
you were fed up,
longing to have a change
to feel the real life.

You have dressed in style
Are you waiting for someone
Or you want to see and enjoy
how all the men go crazy
in your mesmerizing smile
and magical gaze.

We all liked, hair colour you had.
The mahogany gold, Invain you changed
Regal way you held, whole world hypnotized
Everyone was entranced, by your beauty enchanted.

Have a brake, enjoy the day .
Please go back, where you belong.
LOUVRE  was deserted
without you around,
You lady of legend.

- dhammika chandani 

Monday, 8 July 2019

SILENT RECORDER

Hoping to ease my mind
I opened my diary
to pen down my thoughts.
Before writing another page
went through some random pages.

Explores million moments
of waiting, agony and grief.
Page to page full of
mixed up memories of
his insults and rudeness, 
cruelty from his iron hands.

All about the storms we face
All about flash of lightning
occasional softness and smoothness
and about never noticed growing rain drops
at the corners of my eyes.

And it's all about 
how I tried to impress
my need for you,
my reactions for your rudeness
expressions of my frustration
anger for not being reasonable.

What a silent record of life...

- Dhammika Chandani

Friday, 28 June 2019

INTELLIGENT MONKEY


> > Once in America a plane crashed, only a monkey who was travelling  in 
the 
> > plane was left alive. Fortunately, the monkey was intelligent enough to 
> > understand our language and reply in actions. The officials went to 
see 
> the 
> > monkey in the hospital and had a talk with the monkey. 
> > 
> > Officer: "When the plane took off what were the travellers doing?" 
> > Monkey : "Tying their belts" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were the air hostesses doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Saying Hello! Good morning!" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were the pilots doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Checking the system" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were you doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Looking for my people" 
> > 
> > Officer: "After 10' minutes what were the travellers doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Having beverages and snacks" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were the airhostesses doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Serving the travellers" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were the Pilots doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Handling the steering" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were you doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Eating & throwing" 
> > 
> > Officer: "After 30 minutes what were the travellers doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Some were sleeping, and some were reading" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were the airhostesses doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Make up" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were the pilots doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Handling 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were you doing?" 
> > Monkey: " Nothing" 
> > 
> > Officer: "Just before plane crash what were the travellers doing?" 
> > Monkey: "All were sleeping" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were the air hostesses doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Kissing the pilots" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were the pilots doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Responding" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were you doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Handling the steering 

Author Unknown
Advice from the story - Think twice before you give handling of your country to a person you think intelligent but not sure