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Tuesday 13 August 2019

Dear daughter


It's been a long time
Since 2003
When you came to the world
Fighting
It was not easy
Entry to this world

But it was nothing but a happiness
Raising you with mum
For the last 16 years
Intelligent and gentle
Bundle of joy - you
Soon you will leave the nest
Like I did
All those years ago
But remember,
There is a heart always
Longing to see you
Listen to you
Admire your smile
Happy 16th birth day

-Dad

Tuesday 30 July 2019

Mona Lisa



The mysterious creation
of his undeniable talent
you have stepped out
of that frame on the wall.
I knew it was boring,
you were fed up,
longing to have a change
to feel the real life.

You have dressed in style
Are you waiting for someone
Or you want to see and enjoy
how all the men go crazy
in your mesmerizing smile
and magical gaze.

We all liked, hair colour you had.
The mahogany gold, Invain you changed
Regal way you held, whole world hypnotized
Everyone was entranced, by your beauty enchanted.

Have a brake, enjoy the day .
Please go back, where you belong.
LOUVRE  was deserted
without you around,
You lady of legend.

- dhammika chandani 

Monday 8 July 2019

SILENT RECORDER

Hoping to ease my mind
I opened my diary
to pen down my thoughts.
Before writing another page
went through some random pages.

Explores million moments
of waiting, agony and grief.
Page to page full of
mixed up memories of
his insults and rudeness, 
cruelty from his iron hands.

All about the storms we face
All about flash of lightning
occasional softness and smoothness
and about never noticed growing rain drops
at the corners of my eyes.

And it's all about 
how I tried to impress
my need for you,
my reactions for your rudeness
expressions of my frustration
anger for not being reasonable.

What a silent record of life...

- Dhammika Chandani

Friday 28 June 2019

INTELLIGENT MONKEY


> > Once in America a plane crashed, only a monkey who was travelling  in 
the 
> > plane was left alive. Fortunately, the monkey was intelligent enough to 
> > understand our language and reply in actions. The officials went to 
see 
> the 
> > monkey in the hospital and had a talk with the monkey. 
> > 
> > Officer: "When the plane took off what were the travellers doing?" 
> > Monkey : "Tying their belts" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were the air hostesses doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Saying Hello! Good morning!" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were the pilots doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Checking the system" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were you doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Looking for my people" 
> > 
> > Officer: "After 10' minutes what were the travellers doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Having beverages and snacks" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were the airhostesses doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Serving the travellers" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were the Pilots doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Handling the steering" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were you doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Eating & throwing" 
> > 
> > Officer: "After 30 minutes what were the travellers doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Some were sleeping, and some were reading" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were the airhostesses doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Make up" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were the pilots doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Handling 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were you doing?" 
> > Monkey: " Nothing" 
> > 
> > Officer: "Just before plane crash what were the travellers doing?" 
> > Monkey: "All were sleeping" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were the air hostesses doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Kissing the pilots" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were the pilots doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Responding" 
> > 
> > Officer: "What were you doing?" 
> > Monkey: "Handling the steering 

Author Unknown
Advice from the story - Think twice before you give handling of your country to a person you think intelligent but not sure 

Saturday 16 February 2019

Siya and I - First Meeting


After the first section of the professor's lecture came to the end, I entered the room of the lecturers near the door of the auditorium, with the other students following me. Professor Mulryne, who was delivering the lecture, was chatting with a student and several other faculty members. Those who were studying for a Master’s degree - some for a PhD - were sitting in this large room reading or doing some physics questions. Some came here to drink water, buy a cup of coffee or a cup of tea. Many students came to discuss how to answer difficult physics questions here.

I bought a cup of tea from the machine and stood near to the window to drink it. It was in that moment that felt a pair of eyes on me - the eyes of a beautiful South Asian-looking woman. I smiled at her and flipped through the pages of a ‘physicsworld’ magazine on the table. She walked towards me with a warm smile on her face and in no time at all, she was standing near me and bending over the magazine.

"Do you have any relationship to the country (…)?" she mentioned a name of a south Asian country.

"No, I was born in Sri Lanka and live here now, though many people have asked if I was from that country. Perhaps I look like one of them," I said. "I take it you are from that country?”

"Yes, I am.”

 “Aren't there many people from (…) around this area?"

A significant number of people from the country in question had been living in this area of London (where our university was situated) for several decades. Perhaps it was because of that that I had seen many descendants of families who had emigrated from that country as students in this university.

"Yes, you’re right,” she replied. “Did you started the degree last year?"

"Yes – it's quite difficult but I wanted to; I love the subject. I did the level of higher maths needed for the course almost fifteen years ago."

"Do you still remember it? I graduated with a maths degree almost two years ago and I’ve already forgotten what I did." She laughed.

"I have been downloading the open university BSc mathematics courses – they were available online for free. After completing them, I was fine, though I have to admit, my mathematical knowledge was good in those days.”

"Then I can ask for your help?" she winked at me. I was surprised by her direct approach. The country she came from was strictly religious and known to ‘discipline’ women harshly.

"No problem," I replied, and started walking back into the auditorium for the rest of the lecture. That was the first time we met.

I went to lectures again next Thursday. She arrived to the lecture late. She had a beautiful smile on her face when she sat next to me and during the break, we chatted a lot. I learned that she had come to England many years ago and obtained her first Honors Degree for mathematics. After both lectures scheduled for the day finished, we came out of the auditorium together.

"Which way are you going now?" I asked.

"I have to take the 102 bus to Bethnal Green. You?"

"I came by car. Normally I travel by tube but I missed the train this morning. I parked my car at the next block on the other side of the road. If you want, I can give you a lift." I offered.

"That's okay. I’ll go by bus, but we can walk together to your car," she said as we stepped out through the university gate.

‘What is she trying to do?’ The question was spinning through my mind.

When we were outside, as we were walking and crossing the road, I noticed a kind of restlessness in her and a sense that she was trying to hide from other people. At first, I thought it was because she was a Muslim girl and felt shy. However, when I thought back to how straightforward she was on the day I first met her, I realised that that might not be the reason.

She glanced left and right once and suddenly started walking very fast. I was shocked at the speed she was walking – it was as if someone was chasing her.

During next few weeks, she’d sit next to me at lectures and we had our tea together. After lectures, we always exited the university together.

One day, Brian - an English guy - asked me slowly whether we were lovers. I very firmly told him ‘no’.

"See, I know you’re married."

I wondered how he knew I was married. Then it occurred to me that I had told Sarah about it one day - a physics teacher who studied with us.

"Pretty girl! Can I ask her out on a date?" Brian asked.

"Go ahead. Why should I care?" I replied with a bit of hostility.

The next day, when she talked to me, I realised that she wasn’t in her usual friendly mood.

"Are you my custodian?" She asked.

"Why?"

"Did you tell Brian to ask me out on a date?"

"Are you crazy? I should hit him. He asked me whether we were lovers. When I said no, he asked whether it was okay for him to go on a date with you. I said he could do whatever he wanted to - I didn't care."

Her face suddenly became very gloomy, as if grey clouds had been cast over it. "You really don’t care?"

Her question confused me.

"I don't want to go out on a date with him. I told him that," she said in a very sad voice.

I grabbed her wrist and pulled her out of the building in which we had our lectures. Directly on our right hand side was the students’ cafeteria. On the left was our pub, where you could buy beer at a cheaper price than outside the university (as well tea or coffee). Most of the time you could see teachers, students and their friends having coffee or beer on the wooden benches.

I bought two cups of coffee for us both and we sat on a bench in the corner, where no one was around.

"I’m married." I said, looking at her directly.

"Did I ask?" She fired back.

With nothing to say, I stared at her for few moments.

"Sarah told me." She murmured in a low voice. So... she had known that I was a married student.

"Isn't your name Siya?" I asked after a moment.

Even though we had sat beside each other during lectures, left the university, had tea and solved our maths questions together over the past two and a half months, I had never asked her name. At that moment, it came to my attention that she too had never asked any personal questions about me.

"Yes, you knew that."

"No, I just guessed - I once saw the name on an assignment you handed in.”

"Oh. And your name?” She asked.

"Call me Priyan."

"But isn't your name something else?"

"No, I go by Priyan – it’s a shortened form of my name. In this country, names are very short. I think it’s easier to pronounce Priyan."


"Yes… Priyan. I like that name. It has a musical sound."



Thursday 7 February 2019

Story of my eyes


Tired as the wings of a bird
Emotionally affected and pained.
Hiding and  crying in dark corners
Still allowing myself to be tortured.

If you stop for a while
And look at my face,
My eyes tell a story.
Crying and weeping
With all the emotions one can feel
Trying to stitch my life again.

Like a worn out shoe,
Uttering wild cries
Like a bird in pain
Wishing feelings do not exist.

- Dhammika Chandani

Picture from: https://wallhere.com/en/wallpaper/1068898

Monday 5 November 2018

A nice response to my book "Siyama" (written in Sinhala Language)

This poem was from Dhammika Chandani. In response to the book written by me.



It was a quick visit.... 
LIKE LIGHTENING 
JUST about to fade off ...... 

In this stormy bond

Emotions on a roller coaster.....
a down pour  of tears..
soaking through my feelings...
My mind a battle ground 
tearing me apart.

But,  there I was....
almost an Oscar nominee 
struggling.... 
to hide the  feelings.....
to keep control.....      

Slowly..... 
stealthily .....    
Keeping his hands on my shoulders.... 
When he kissed my forehead.....   
         
The current that went through my body..............          
My accelerated heart beat......  
My trembling legs........ 

Slowly...... 
Carefully...... 
Reminded me ..... 
that he doesn't know  
how much I love him.

I wish he knew.
Hope is still fluttering its feathers...

-  Dammika Chandani 

Monday 16 July 2018

Is he really most dangerous philosopher in the West - Žižek


In the last two years or so it has become obvious that not only is Slavoj Žižek having to engage in academic debates with his interlocutors, but that his celebrity as the so-called “Elvis of cultural theory” and “most dangerous philosopher in the West” is beginning to be challenged by liberals and even leftists who are starting to not only be aware of his unusual manners and humour, but what he is actually more or less saying – what his political-intellectual stance is and how it disturbs not only status quo liberal-democratic ideology but also postmodern academia. 

Before the recent media hysteria generated by Žižek’s faux-endorsement of Donald Trump as a disaster that could possibly result in a rejuvenated left, willing to go beyond its ideological subjection to the neoliberal consensus, the liberal-left had already awoken to the fact that Žižek represents a challenge to its smug self-image as morally superior to the conservative right. 
This was seen for instance in Marcus Brown’s April 2016 Guardian column, which compared Žižek’s high theory critique of political correctness to the knavery of Donald Trump, going so far as to suggest that Žižek may very well be a “cryptofascist.”

1 One month later, Žižek was challenged by protesters (fronted by Taryn Fivek) at the Left Forum in New York City, who handed out flyers that “call him out” for making racist and sexist jokes. The problem with this protest is that it failed to demonstrate any understanding of Žižek’s work and he more than kindly addressed at the Forum each of the accusations listed on the flyer.

2 Such activists and journalists are not concerned with debating Žižek’s philosophy from a leftist perspective, they simply want to diminish its political impact by tarnishing his reputation through meme warfare, a liberal equivalent to Tea Partiers who denounce Obama as a “socialist.” Defending himself against more recent criticisms of his theories regarding sexual politics, Žižek commented on how the kind of “tweet culture” that shapes public opinion today is mired in self-righteous political correctness, blending “official tolerance and openness” with “extreme intolerance towards actually different views.”

3 In this context, it was a slightly refreshing change of pace from the usual PC attacks when Žižek was invited to share the limelight with the British novelist Will Self.

Marc James Légerhttp://legermj.typepad.com/blog/2017/06/a-perverts-guide-to-zizek.html#

Read more:
http://legermj.typepad.com/blog/2017/06/a-perverts-guide-to-zizek.html#

Thursday 21 June 2018

England and Tunisia

England and Tunisia game 1-1- until 90th minute.

PM Theresa May called Gareth Southgate (England Couch) and says:

"I am having enough problems here in parliament with this Brexit Lot. I don’t want Putin to laugh at me as well. Russia won 5-0 in their very first match. Tell the boys that, I will let Jeremy Corbyn in and he will cap your 100K per week pay pack to 5k a week. Choice is yours. We are a democracy."

And the mysterious second gall appeared in 91 minute of the game.



(well done to England BTW 👏)